Day one of a blog that will probably never be read.
Today has been one of those days, feel like nothing ever really goes my way. I just wish things weren't so hard all of the time. For example, I find it hard to converse with people, not because I'm a social recluse, but because I'm incredibly shy. Even just messaging over the Internet can be hard but there's never any 'awkward silences' and I guess people find it acceptable to just stop conversations. Maybe. Or maybe I'm just being too critical of people. The main reason I'm talking about this is because I have been talking to this girl I like and have liked for some time, but I highly doubt she feels the same. I can never seem to keep the conversation going after it's been doing really well and don't want to feel like I'm just being weird or annoying by constantly speaking to her. Is it me? Should I take a hint and just leave her alone? I really don't know but if only she would tell me how she feels, it might make things a bit easier.
Anyways rant over, if you are actually reading this far, thank you, I appreciate the time you've taken, and will hopefully write more soon.
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